trapped

shed so many tears .....
I'm crying out !!!!!!!!!!!
if only your ears could hear
to take upon the hurt & pain that i endured
i bet it would change your life for sure
as i sit back and reminisce
the choices i made where sooo hallow ..
there was something missing
as i long to be i you arms one more time
although God sent me a sign
whats wrong just feels so right
still in love yep stupid love
i try to escape but it seems like my heart has no other place
if only memories could be erased ...
i do anything to make this feeling go away
but like they say ... 1st love cant be replaced