RUBIES OR COSTUME JEWELRY

Have you ever watched the one you love fall in love with someone else ? Yes i have ample times but this last situation was over the top. There i was starring in his face as he smiles and say how are you. All i could do was smile back and say all is well. Because truly all was well despite the nights tears flowed down my eyes from lacking closer. As the undercover lovers( my two friends) both stared me in the face it was quiet obvious what was going on. They had a love connection. I know your probably thinking thats trifling"two of your friends". I almost thought the same thing until i realized how much i had grown. i had no hate in my heart let along jealousy or anger. There i was experiencing the very thing i never thought i could handle. But most of all in front of all our love ones pretending as if we never existed , that truly would hurt the old danielle. But i am new and God is to good to me to dwell on my lack. I have come to the conclusion that i deserve so much better. You see God blesses and adds no sorrow to it. So if your feeling weak, hurt , angry, or sad just know that is not of God. If he place our prices above rubies , why do we continue to let ourselves get treated like costume jewelry? I went home that night with a smile on my face because i know to suffer with christ is to reign with him. But the thing is to endure like a good solider and continue to show love no matter what. We are called to be the apidimi of love , which mean we must love even when people so called do us wrong.Then i asked myself did i really consult God about this person before i got my heart evolved? That is important not to jump the gun but wait on God through prayer and fasting before getting supper evolved with someone. But my main thought that cross my mind was this , If God is the one who took my ashes and made beauty out of them why wouldn't he continue to perfect me in his glory? why wouldn't he finish me? I am convinced that neither life nor death nor angels nor principalities shall be able to separate me from the love of God and if he is for me who can be against me ?? So who am i to let such littles get in the way of the big things God desires to do in my life. I will no longer let the enemy or self desires rob me of my worth and the things God has for me. SO I SAY TO YOU DOES YOUR ACTIONS REALLY SHOW THAT YOU KNOW YOUR WORTH? ARE YOU A RUBY?